Disappointed in myself :/
I’m disappointed in myself for multiple reasons; 1. I’m failing a class because my teacher won’t let me turn in work that I was gone at vacation for 2. School is out next friday for me and my grades are total shit 3. I haven’t updated this tumblr or my main one in FOREVER and my BIGGEST reason 4. I’ve gained weight.
Not like muscle weight, fat weight. And it sucks. I haven’t been able to work out lately and i’ve been eating my feeling because i’m stressed as fuck. I know exercise would be the best way to release stress but I literally have no time. Before I went to Korea which was like march 24th - april 14th I was like 130 pounds, which is hella good considering It wasn’t much fat but a lot of muscle because I worked out everyday and had cheerleading practice. But while i was at korea, i ran a bit outside one day but it was hella windy. I hadn’t really worked out since then because i’ve been trying to catch up on work.
It’s so sad that all the progress I made is all gone. I feel horrible about the way I look. I know all I have to do is work out again and eat healthy, but it sucks SO much.
Anyways… Sorry to disappoint you all too :/
BUT I hope that you never give up to loose weight and become healthy an fit, just like how I won’t give up!
You were not born or raised a quitter, you have this.
Stay Beautiful 💋
